September 28, 2008 § Leave a comment
Over the years, friendships formed, friendships break.
Bestfriend found, bestfriend lost.
Pain washed away, pain come.
September 11, 2008 § 2 Comments
it’s amazing, it’s quick
but it’s the deep water that turned out being shallow
it’s the weak stream stuck behind the rocks
it’s small and unflattering
it’s the talk about growing,but never the walk
it’s shy and timid, hesitant
it’s never trustworthy
it’s never with all our hearts
it’s confused and indecisive
it’s the fight that never quite make it
it’s fears over fears because no one consoles
it’s two people wanting to be catered to
it’s never creative, never inspiring
it’s fun but forever questionable
it’s straining, blame and avoidance
it’s refusal to grow up and learn
it should be brave
it should be shelter, comfort
it should be inspiration
it should be our wings
it was not what it should’ve been
ajeng, september 2008
September 11, 2008 § Leave a comment
From Paulo Coelho’s Warrior of Light Online (www.warriorofthelight.com/)
“Respect for mistery”
…Whenever I read this text, I used to wonder: can we never discover the face of love?
I had to live for many years before I realized that love is an act of faith in another person, and its face should continue to be wrapped in mystery. It should be lived and relished at each and every minute, but whenever we try to understand it, the magic vanishes.
When I accepted this I also began to let my life be guided by a strange language that I call “signs”. I know that the world is talking to me, I need to listen to it, and if I do so I shall always be guided towards what is most intense, passionate and beautiful. Of course, it is not easy and at times I feel like Psyche at the cliff, cold and terrified, but if I can pass through that night and deliver myself to the mystery and faith in life, I will always end up waking in a palace. All I need is to trust in Love, even though I run the risk of making a mistake.