Semalem jaga anestesi perdana

February 8, 2008 § 1 Comment

Semalem jaga anestesi perdana.
Wuih, jaga setengah hari pas libur.
Dateng-dateng ada trakeostomi udah penutupan op (“alhamdulillah”) dan amputasi antebrachii ec trauma listrik.
Operasi selese jam 9an, langsung dipersilakan tidur oleh Residen Senior.
Tapi blum bisa tidur dulu karena… itu saat perkenalan dengan Ruang Koas Anestesi!!!
Intinya aku ga bisa2 bobo mpe jam 12 malem, dan kemudian aku nyerah.
Ternyata itu karna aku nahan kebelet pipis (Ya Ampyun ga penting banget).
Setelah mencari kamar mandi terdekat terbersih aku pun memenuhi panggilan alam dan akhirnya bobo.
Not for long…
Jam setengah 1 digedor konsulen, ada permintaan pasang ET “di D1 lantai 2”.
Dalam keadaan disorientasi, aku berpikir keras “Shit. Hm. Tempat apaan tuh? Di mana? Trus gw mesti ngapain nih skarang?”
Mana polosan, blum pake jas koas.
Akhirnya Pak Residen Konsulen bilang “Yaudah sekalian ikut saya.”
Aku langsung pasang jas dan ikut beliau.
Berusaha meningkatkan sirkulasi serebral dalam waktu singkat.
Dan di Interna (yang notabene C3 lantai 3, bukan D1 lantai 2 btw. Untung kita tetep nyampe di tempat yang bener) aku udah mulai disuruh siap2 masukin obat iv, waktu tiba2 aku nyadar…. ada yang ketinggalan. SITA!!! Temen jagaku yang ketinggalan, masi tidur di ruang koas. Aku butuh bantuan.
(Oia, segitu disorientasinya dibangunin mendadak pas lagi bobo, mpe temen jaga aja ketinggalan).
Akhirnya aku telpon Sita, minta dia nyusul ke C3.
Anyway, malem itu persis abis intubasi pasien, ada request darurat intubasi kedua. Courtesy of internal medicine residents karena tiba2 ada pasien lain yang apnea.
Yaudah pasang lagi…
Akhirnya kita pulang ke kamar tidur koas jam 2 pagi.
Alhamdulillah…. akhirnya bisa bobo lagi…

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updates: Anestesi dan Band

February 6, 2008 § Leave a comment

It’s been a while since I write.
Wow, it’s been quite a while since I write anything rather “literary”.

I’m currently doing anesthesiology. Quite fancy. Wear my scrubs everyday. It’s a watchful rotation though. Details are everything. Anyway, I’m enjoying every bit of it so far. Got a 2 year old with foriegn body obstruction requiring a bronchoscopy. He’s such a cute little kid and we didn’t mind spending some extra time with him in the recovery room.

My body feels rather weak. A friend is having a problem and I’m terribly worried about her. My friends and I decided to let go one of our band member, a tough decision but appropriate at this point of time.

Oh yeah, let’s just talk about my band. It’s going to need some adjustment going down from 5 members to 4. Arrangement is a big thing. But we’ll handle it. I decided that I’m quite tired of having one person that doesn’t try as hard as the others to perform well. Seriously, this is MY band. I won’t tell the others “choose me or that person”, because this band is mine. I started it together with friends. And this person is something extra added a bit later in our history. Hm, at the end of the day, I just want all of us to find joy in playing music with each other. And when one member blocks our vibe, then the vibe is gone. In this particular situation, I’d rather keep the band and lose that one member.

Right Now…

February 6, 2008 § 1 Comment

Right Now…

– somebody is very proud of you.
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– somebody wants to stay up all night watching old movies with you.
– somebody wants to share their dreams with you.
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– somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.
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– somebody needs you to send them this letter
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– somebody will cry when they read this.
– somebody needs you to let them be your friend.

Ini poem online yang bagus banget, ga ktauan siapa yang nulis. It’s beautiful.
I have that friend. I hope you guys do too.

Nyanyian Hati Koas Musisi

February 2, 2008 § 3 Comments

Ya ampun,
mata pedes,
kaki pegel,
triseps juga.

Berhari-hari sibuk,
latian band,
jaga di RS dan belajar,
lalu ujian.

Psikiatri dan RS Jiwa,
sebulan sudah kau terlewati,
karna aku sibuk main musik,
tak terasa jadinya.

Senin band latihan,
Selasa belajar,
Rabu undian,
Kamis dan Sabtu ujian.

Minggu pagi latihan lagi,
Minggu sore manggung,
sekarang Sabtu sore,
badanku letih tak terkira.

Belum lagi stres pasca ujian,
stres pra-yudisium,
karena manusia berusaha,
tapi Tuhan yang menentukan.

Ya Allah,
berilah kekuatan pada hamba,
koas musisi,
lemah letih tetap…
belajar dan bermusik.

-Ajeng, 2 Feb 08 jam 16.20-

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